I'm sorry to hear that. Life is life, sometimes is hard, but mostly we are the ones who can save ourselfs and there are methods you can follow to manage to get better. In any case, I'm here if you wanna talk.
Hi, it's been tough for you but despite that you keep on living your life and you did well for coming this far already. I can't guarantee everything is gonna be alright but I hope you gain strength to live and enjoy small things that makes you happy such as eating good food or listening to good music. I wish happiness will come to your way.