Hi, this is probably a very serious thing and not many people are gonna wanna look at this but even one comment counts to me because god I am seriously scared

My partner Valedus and I have a very strong relationship. He means the world to me in a way that I could not possibly explain, not in a note, not in a thousand books, nor in art. He's literally everything to me.

It's not like me to vent or anything, but I'm seriously distraught and frantic about how things are going. I have a group of people I speak to, but none of them know what to say and are also very affected by the situation.

He was in a state of psychosis when he overdosed. He has severe mental illnesses including paranoid schizophrenia and delusions. Some really shitty things happened in his house, his foster mother is very abusive— yesterday was one of the worst incidents I've witnessed. He was gone for 12 hours after sending me some very alarming texts.

When he came back, of course he was shaken, but hours later he seemed...alright, nothing too worrying, had a solid grasp on himself and the situation after, even though I knew it was tough on him. He's not one to to burden me with his issues because he knows I have a lot of them myself, but either way, I trust him to be frank with me regarding this.

I have no specific details on the amount he took or what he took. If I hypothesize from the medications I know he has around him, it was either an atypical antipsychotic or a high class painkiller like morphine. He's not addicted to opioids or any drug for that matter. All I know is that he was in an attack, took an undisclosed amount of pills that he couldn't remember, and when I freaked out, he kind of seemed to have realized what he did. It took around 30 to 40 ish minutes for him to snap out of the delusion and tell me what happened. He threw up as much of the pills as he could at that point, but I still forced him to call an ambulance because a lot of the pills could've gotten into his blood by that time. The ambulance got there within 1 hour after he had initially taken the pills, around 20 to 30 minutes after he threw up some of them. He's been gone now for 11 hours, I've heard no updates, no nothing. 

What do I do in a situation like this? How do I handle it? I know that this is a very serious thing and that people will have adverse reactions to it, but I just need to do something. I'm usually not one for reaching out but I don't really have a choice right now, even if I'm getting anxious about posting this.

I just don't know what to do, how to react, what would help him. Will he even survive? And if he does, how do I help? How do I do anything. 

Any comment is seriously appreciated, but I understand if this is too much for people to handle. Thank you for reading this far regardless.



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EDIT: He's gotten back to me. He's alive, but in a pretty bad state physically, so we're still going to have to bite our nails to see what can be done and if he can recover. But he's alive! Thank you so much to everyone who helped me pull through, I really, really owe so much to you guys and your kindness.