First love


Aspiringtroll22's avatar
my best friend... he was the first person who accepted me for being bi, before I even told my mama. 

I felt strongly about a girl before... And well, I did like her enough to fucking drink enough liquor to fuck me up enough to get angry drunk and tear my house down and wake up with blood, puke and piss everywhere after injuring my hand. 

But I think I just loved an idea about her. I was infauated with her, and actracted my to her body. 
But this guy, I was in love with him. I know because, despite being bi, I don't find him physically attractive. 
He's the first person I've had feelings for that went beyond sexuality. 

He'll always hold a place in my heart. I truly love him for who he is inside. 







Um, I meant to say, fuck love, I'm bout weed and strippers, love is some gay shit... 
Who am I kidding, I can't live under this charade anymore. 
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ARTificialphanTOM's avatar
I laughed, I cried, it became part of me.
evilmormon's avatar
Can you keep your shit off the forums and in your journal?
Then share your pathetic journals in the thumbshare
I'm kinda joking, kinda not, just stop posting your blogposts in the forum
NightEsprit's avatar
Fuck love. I agree. 
9770110510's avatar
Nice blog m7+1, I smashed that muggafuggin like button, where is dat subscribe tho?
Aspiringtroll22's avatar
my channel is in my signature, you know where the subscribe button is at
9770110510's avatar
Do you publish cool blogs like this on your channel?
Aspiringtroll22's avatar
sometimes, i'm thinking of taking my most fucked up threads and making videos out of them
9770110510's avatar
Start with this one and I will subscribe! :eager: