Sleeping, most probably. The last party I tried had me in tears of frustration because it took me 3 hours to get there in dense traffic and some asshats came over and I didn't have any fun. As an introvert, it scarred my very soul.
spending it with my first grilfriend (I'm 19) who will be leaving for college again the day after. the following day will be filled with tears, mostly if not all from me, as I return to being alone here, surrounded by those who are only detrimental to my frame of mind (my family).
rustyironmongerFeatured By OwnerDec 29, 2012Hobbyist General Artist
Sorry to hear about your aunt.
Prolly getting more work done toward purging out my house so I can move into a new apartment in a much nicer part of town, wishing my FB and dA friends a happy 2013, having something special to eat (most likely Chipotle, Jake's Wayback Burgers or a local fish-and-chips joint called Newman's) and getting plastered on Rumple Minze. Lots of time spent on the internet too.
I just finished a yard of it. I got my education, then worked at a company for 6 months, and not that's almost over. So, I have to report several places to, and also make sure that my work insurance is started up. Fucking hell, it's weirdly difficult!
Sitting in a dark room drinking whiskey, crying and slowly stroking the barrel of a gun as I try to convince myself that the world doesn't need me for another year. Then I'll probably give up trying and go watch cartoons or something.