joeyblondewolf2. Nah, jk. If I were to be a Youtuber, then they wouldn't be that Youtuber anymore, they'd be me, and that'd take all the fun out of it. I'd be me, 'cause I'm awesome and don't even do anything on Youtube XD
The possible answer: Because I'm so full of insecurities that I need to follow the steps of someone more successful in order to make myself feel better, instead of improving myself as a person which in return could make me even more interesting/awesome than they are?