so first of all yeah reaincarnation. Second don't worry about what your believing is wrong or right. Think about this one : If there was ONE right religion why are there so many diffrent ones trying to kill the other ones well find out wich one is right the moment we die.
Something beyond us surely exist, i tend to believe that way. When people asks me am i believer i say yes, believe in Christian God, ortodox christian believer. But i don't take all dogma as they are, i'm a human i want to question things! That is what make us different from animals right? Few years ago i readed some article that was about devils church, they found maybe first church ever builded and it was church where ancient people were praying to the Devil. So, you can believe in everything you want as long as you understand this: not will all believe same as you