No offense dude, since i'm assuming you're ESL, but your english is really bad, to the point where I can't understand you.

This should be in your journal entry, not the advice forum.  

So, what do you need help with?

 

While I agree with the sentiment, this doesn't belong here, as you're not asking for help or advice. Nor does it really belong in any other forum, because it doesn't exactly prompt discussion.