Aight. Then work at it. Video game design is a difficult as fuck position to attain. But if it is your goal, then you have to dedicate your all to it. Youre only worthless if you never do anything with your life. And you will never do anything unless you try. So work at it, for hours a day, and push through, until you are damn good at what you want to be. Then try and tell yourself that you are useless.
Stop living in a depressed dream world and do something about it. Start now.
sandmanfallingoutFeatured By OwnerFeb 2, 2013Hobbyist Photographer
well you feel this way becase you have convensed yoour self and every one eles of this i was just like you but a lot deeper i found that nothing truly matters in the end and almost killed my self but i hade a thought pop in to my head befor i did that thought saved my life
if nothing matters than killing my self wont ether but if i kill my self its over bang done game over so the thought i hade is win i am playing a vido game i know but it saved my life iny way when i am all most dead i go all out and start throwing granades and just go nuts un louding thats one of the funist things about the game so why the hell dont i unload on life live befor i go out it wont matter in the end but i will have alot of fun geting there so i desided that i will live life to the fullist do what i want to do and just have fun with it all
befor depersion birth - 1st grade i was super smart full of life geat thinker and person full of dreams hobbies
during depersion 1st - the past month i was week and peathatic a shit hole of a person no hobbies no hopes dreams wwants in life nothing not to fat but unhealth and just dint care
now i am slim trim healthy i jog work out play gutair have good grades at tech and school i am a better artist i have takein up archery and much more i fell good i still know that it wont matter in the end but i dont care iny more becase i am happy now and all of asudint i no longer want to die i want to live and i am liveing to the fullist
what you need to do is find hobbies that you can do and in joy you like drawing ok draw more it does not matter wether your iny good or not as long as you in joy it
and rethink your life and your self stop careing what others think and figer out how you want to be and go for it
think of life like a crossbow if you know what that is it is a bow thats hard to draw back but ones yyou get it back it stays there with little efeart win you draw back a cross bow it is hard to do draw back this is were most people live life where you cant shot the arow or do iny thing but if you try hard anuff you get it all the way back and it stays there with allmost no power need and if you can get there thats win you fell truly good and happy this is the point you that you can shot the arow and hit your target i am now a drawin crossbow you are not i am going to hit my target what are you going to do
wright down things you want out of life in a jurnal or something like that and strive for it tell your self that you are a person and and people can do inthing as long as the belive then you need to belive in your self tell your self that you love your self and then belive it till you realy do trust me if you try hard anuff you will get there it may take severl times and fail a lot but once you get there it will all e worth it
i have a group i just opened i am trying to get the word out this group is to help thoes with life problems
this group is open to those looking for help and those seeking to help others
ps i rely dont know how to use the group stuff i am looking for someone to help me with the group so i can help others help there selfs [link]
I remembered making a weapon design on my page that represents my depression, I made four weapons that represent my personality, you can check them out on my page if you want (I wouldn't be surprised if you refuse)