I know I can't relate, but whenever I feel really depressed and shitty, I need to remind myself that a lot of people have it worse. There are people who don't have food or shelter. They have no job and maybe no family. But take a look at you. You have internet, they don't. You can draw, they can't. You can live in a safe and comfortable environment, they can't. You're not a failure. Your art is great! And you're strong enough to be able to support two other people! Try to think about all the little things that make you happy. In the end, you're still here, so you probably have a good reason for staying. Find it and use it to climb out of the gutter
minako your life was never uncalled for , you are not a broken china doll best left on the shelf to be forgotten , to me i think your a bright inspirational and and caring because you are like one of my role models here , your everyone's role model your a bright shining star to every one you know and love and i know so , your a wonderful leader, and youll always be a wonderful person in my book and no one can ever and i mean EVER forget that.
when i read your post.. there is something in me that relates with you so much. I hope that you know you're not alone feeling like this. I hope both of us can get our Light back. It will happen. I'll pray that you will find someone so amazing, he/she will care you and also you will appreciate the good things in life more.
We can only listen, unfortunately. Wish I can do more to help you
huh...I missed that one, out of the 1,700 resumes + cover-letters I had sent out between late 2009 - early 2012! I didn't even know there were seventeen-hundred companies around, until I covered them all!
Now I'm back in college, instead, and getting my "stimulus". I hope everything gets better for you, too.
One line I live by is You're only as happy as you make your mind up to be! Who cares about your mistakes and flaws. End of the day you're just another perfect example of being human People care. Its only natural. Chin up. You have all us Deviants to help you out
I'm praying for you. Just so you know, you're not worthless. If we are living, then there's a reason God gave us life. That's just my belief, sorry if this riles you up. Even if your family and friends don't see you as "useful", just know that God sees into your heart and sees your hearts intentions. You're doing this out of selflessness and altruism, goodness of your heart. He sees that, and He's always there to give you a shoulder to cry on. He feels your pain, and He's there for you. Want proof? All of us on this forum are trying to show you that we care. We can't be there physically cuz some of us don't have the means to travel. But we're here in whatever small way we can. Have strength, keep heart. Jeremiah 31:25 (ESV) For I will satisfy the weary soul, and every languishing soul I will replenish." Mathew 11: 28-30 (red letters of Jesus) (28)Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. (29)Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. (30) For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."