Ive never felt "gay" before but recently, i just have these feelings and fantasies. i still am attracted toguys but its a different sensation idk which i prefer. i can NOT come
out to anyone. im too ashamed. i want a girlfriend to hold and be with so badly but i dont know any other gays.. why me?
Curiosity happens. You might be straight but just fancy the other side, you might be gay but are just finding it out. Don't stress about it! People "need" to know WHEN and IF -you- think they need to. It's your life, it's your sexuality, it's your decision. Never feel bad about being who you are. The sooner you not only accept it but own it, you will be so much happier!
eh, i'm a girl and i'm not gay, but i don't MIND them either, you know what i'm saying? i think girls are hot. i like to look at a bust. yeah, i'm quite perverted. but unless you do somethin, like, i dunno, touch yourself while thinkin of another guy, then you're pretty straight. it doesn't really matter if you even ARE gay, bisexual, transexual, etc. YOU are who YOU are. YOU love who YOU love. nobody can tell you different, because nobody else knows you better than you do (asides from mothers).
I don't think you're bi, but maybe bi-curious. I really don't know much about determining sexuality because I already known and have known for years that I'm straight. I can start analyzing by knowing your age.
if you are curious then go for it. it could be just society throwing up ideas and fantasies or it could be legit, you never know until you actually step up and try it out. there's bound to be places to hang out to find same or opposite gender relationships, don't be afraid to live. those who don't accept you, then it's not the end of the world, hang around those who do accept you, may be less but it's more positive than so much negative, you don't have to put up with that.
out to anyone. im too ashamed. i want a girlfriend to hold and be with so badly but i dont know any other gays.. why me?