I felt that same way since im BI. But once i started talking to a gay guy that liked me pretty much, we sort of just went went it. Of course i never did anything with him, lol. But he made me feel a bit more open.
Really...? Would she even when you know that you are being serious about it? Look, theres nothing wrong with being gay. Im Bisexual myself and no one really seems to ever care. And theres no single right or wrong answer. Just trust your own judgement.
and i know there is nothing wrong with gay people but i hate to think i am one of them i was born and raised country were gays are just sick and nasty but i am one of them and it feels right but the way i was raised says other wise and even wores i know i could be striaht if i tryed but i dont want to be straight
it is like a black being raised by a race white faimlay it not a good thing when they finly see the kid is black
Okay, if you're genuinely serious, there are outlets to turn to. As far as the gay bar thing goes, they are everywhere, including where you are, and they aren't being shot up either. Take the state of Maine, for example. These even exist here, and they're always jam-packed. The rednecks make a wide circle, believe you me. Unfortunately, as far as meeting people goes, that's the tougher bit, since you don't want to advertise, as, admittedly, most do not. The internet, for this reason, is your best option given your age and situation. You just need to be especially careful, and practice good judgment. No craigslist bullshit. Good luck.