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Surprisingly, I get more ideas when I'm feeling sad or unsure. I don't know why, maybe because my head makes different scenarios which can work out well in art pieces. For example, not too long ago (last month) I was bullied and I was kind of sad, you know. . . to know that I am myself and no one likes, I don't want to change but I still want people to like me, I want them to like me for who I am, not for who they want me to be.
However, to answer your question, yes; I do vent and express my emotions through art (even thought I don't have many drawings posted here, I have many ideas to draw), and it really helps me to get less stressed. But I'm aware of your situation and I totally agree with Omega, you should just take some fresh air and change your life a bit, do new things, you might get better then
I wish you the best~
I don't really feel that sorry for me. . .Actually, I don't even know very well what I feel. Half of me feels bad about that, it feels sad and kind of depressed, but the other half keeps saying "let it go; let it go" and I end up not really knowing how I should feel, even thought that I mostly go for the second half and "let it go". And also, when I don't have anything to do, all these problems come up my head and I feel the urge to cry, asking myself why the heck they don't like me. I feel like a victim when I cry, but when I stop. . .I feel weak for crying over such an insignificant thing (that it actually affects me) and I always think that there are people in a worse situation than mine. That just makes me feel so bad for crying, it's like all the reasons that I had to cry disappeared, like I was someone else. A mood swing.
And no, I don't have any mental diasease, well, not diagnosed at least, but this quick changes confuse me sometimes
When I find new people online to talk to, I always end up confessing all these things, I feel safer if they know, I guess it's a way that I get to let all the "frustration" go. I guess I tell them because I know they don't know who I am so they can't blame of anything.
That, and people in the internet seem wiser, they seem to carry about others mare than they do in real life
I'm sorry for bothering you about this, I don't really even know why I do this, but I want you to know, whatever you're going through, I and many other persons in similar situations can help you. Well, I'd like to help, if I can.