There is no overnight cure to pull yourself out of this hole, but you definitely can get yourself out of it gradually. First, you need to love yourself. This is crucial, because if you love yourself, then it invites others to also love you. Seriously, give yourself a hug if nobody else will.
At first, develop a normal routine, keeping yourself busy. Try new things that cater to your interests like sports, clubs, interesting classes, hobbies, volunteering, projects; just focus on bringing yourself to self-reliance and full-potential. You're free- grasp this downtime as an opportunity to make new goals.
well i have so much friends because i am the "joker", i dont speak about problems i help them, they sometimes dont -_-, but its ok.. well walking IN SCHOOL alone is the worst feeling, so if my friends no longer walks with me, it wont be hard, the first thing i would do is to ask them why, if i was the one who made the problem i will just say sorry with my jokefull spirit, if the reason is just that they dont want me, i will put my black jacket with the Hood, and take something to spend time with, and hang out with bad people that can be ruled easily.
that may be so much, but this is me, idk if that was useful, but i am sorry for what happened for you. try to change your character a little at least just in school, and be nice to your family, dont listen to people, if people are letting you down then you are above them
That is really awful... I know what it feels like to have no one at all. I got kicked out of my house when I was 14, a year after I was raped. I had to go through a lot of bad things, both before and after that, (psh, I won't even mention what happened to me when I was 18, it's too terrible to even write here) and even if it feels like suicide is the only way out... Please don't do it. Sometimes bad things happen, but we have to get through them to make it to the good times. It hurts not to have support from your family and other loved ones. I really wish there was something that I could say or do that I knew for certain that would help you. The way you've been treated is absolutely horrible.
I wish I lived closer, I'd totally be your friend. You can note me or message me ANY time and I PROMISE I will respond. I don't say this to everyone, but it sounds like you really need it. I wish I could hug you.
Just know this... Even in the darkest times in my life, I always knew that some day it would all turn around. Never lose hope. Don't give others the pleasure of dragging you down. Don't put all your faith in just a single person, even if it's a relationship. Having platonic friends is just as important, because they will be there when no one else is. Even if relationships come and go, friends will always be there for you. Know that there ARE always others out there who will treat you right. Don't allow yourself to become the victim.
You probably need to seek professional psychological help, and it wouldn't hurt if your family sought out counseling as well, so the counselor can give them help as to how to communicate with you and each other more effectively. Best of luck.
Your family probably hasn't read any information about how to deal with suicidal people. They're in the dark. Maybe family councelling will help if they're willing? You should complain to hospital management about the Nurse--their bed side manners need work. Don't let anyone make you feel like you've disappointed them; you're not the first person to overdose, it's more common than you think.
Wow, I'm so sorry First of all I think that nurse was a bitch. :L But like, the fact that your mother couldn't handle you crying?? WTF, seh needs to be there for you! She is one of the most important people that needs to be there for you. She should've realise that she could've lost you. But she didn't and that's what matters. With your ex's friend, he/she is wrong. Sure you hurt your ex's feelings, but he was the one who inflicted this. If he hadn't of been quite an ass, which it seems to me, seeing as he can't even talk to you anymore, then maybe you wouldn't have ended up in the hospital but you'd be in your room or something. Being happy and cheerful. I would be there for you, believe me. I would always be there. I'm so sorry.