Don't worry, I did that once. Eventually I just didn't bother reading the comments and didn't say anything about it, and people forgot. If you just move on and don't acknowledge anyone who says anything about this, then people will forget.
The important thing is that you can learn from mistakes. What I'm trying to say is that you should lurk more next time.
You either grow thicker skin, or you stay off the forums and go live in a cave for the rest of your life. Also, if you seriously consider killing yourself over such a small thing as this, then I highly recommend seeing a therapist about your incredibly low self esteem.
Man I really don't want to sound rude or anything, and please don't take this the wrong way. I understand being depressed and having depression already, but if a couple of people being slightly rude to you deviantart makes you suicidal, you are gonna have a REALLY hard time with life.
:3 Good! I'm glad you learned that so early in life. It takes a lot of people a lot of time to realize that, and it only ends in bad feelings. Though honestly, your friends opinions on you don't matter either. Only yours really does.
Why let a bunch of people who you don't know, never will know and don't matter to you get to you so badly? If it is upsetting you then do not read their comments, delete them as soon as you get them and stop posting threads. Log out of your account and go and do something else.
I do hope you have a therapist or take meds if you have clinical depression.
Anyway, if you're able, take it in stride and realize that this is the internet and it's a very free place. In fact, so free that people leave their inhibitions and can be as frank about their opinions where they can.
It's okay to feel bad but don't let it consume you. This is normal on the internet Have a friend, parent or someone in real life talk to you about this.
Also one mistake means just means there's a new lesson for you to learn.
Complaints is notorious for being pissy and hating everyone. In the grand scheme of things, you basically did nothing wrong. You just posted a bad thread, it's not like you went out and mugged a little old lady. Get off the computer and go for a run or bake a cake or something.
I don't see a thing wrong with your looks. Like Monkeydoodles said, people who troll complaints like to be nasty. I guess it makes them feel better or something. Just don't take it seriously. Sometimes you gotta roll with the punches or laugh along with them.
They won’t feel sorry. They probably won't even care. Why should they? If you take your own life because you are hoping people will be sorry, you are rather disillusioned. The best revenge is to go on living and do something great with your life.
They won't get thrown in jail. If you kill yourself because someone said something that hurt your feelings the only lasting effect is you being dead. You having low self esteem does not equate to them having committed a crime.
It wouldn't make you happy because then you'd be too dead to feel anything.
In any case, it's a pointless and petty little scheme. Seriously? Considering killing yourself in order to get people punished over something you could have ignored? Here's what you sound like: "Bawww internet people are so mean to me. I'm going to end my own life instead of growing a thicker skin. To show them."
They don't seem to be working so well. The depression is coming through in a lot of your posts.
You don't have to leave dA. People don't actually hate you on here, even though they may act vicious. In a week, everyone will have forgotten about your thread. A lot of people have done the exact same thing as you and they're still here.