Hello, I am a counselor and minister. Death is a confusing and sad time. Feeling of depression happens because of withheld feelings. It's good to talk about it, or write it down. Maybe you have other issues to work through, death just aggravates it. Try and find out why you are feeling this. Contact me if you have other questions. Thank you.
People die, its shit. However, I think you have to try and be positive, its like, falling in love. Each time you go in a relationship, you know there is a potential to get hurt, but, if you don't try, you might never meet your true love.
Being awkward is awkward if you think you are, to be honest, I'm pretty awkward, so I spin on it and use it as a -laugh at me- type attitude, it breaks the ice and generally people just either find it funny or cute.
well thats what im trying to do. im trying to move on with my life and be happy i dont want to mope around forever i can see the people i love around me dont like seing me like this.
i dont mind being awkward its just that ive had people leave conversations half way through because they tell me im just too weird. or they ask me whats wrong with me. i dont know it makes me feel worse. i know i shouldnt care but its jsut crappy. thanks for the advice. i should start being more comfortable with myself.
May seem counter-intuitive, but play the "mysterious" card. Don't say much, just let the conversations roll and let people figure you out, people like that, personally intrigue me ( my partner is like that! ) hes not a talkative person, but intelligent, when he chooses his responses, they're the best that could be said. So, try that out.