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Bad thoughts and I need advice!

:iconkristennoelle:
KristenNoelle Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like there is no point in life.

I know that I have some friends at school who care about me and they would be devastated (I think) if I were to leave in such a manor.

I also know that there are people out there, who wouldn't give two shits about what I do. I hate life, and I don't want to deal with it anymore.

I've broken down three times tonight and I really don't want to have to deal with it anymore.

I mean, there is someone out there that I love, but... *trails off*

Anyways...does anyone know what I should do?
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ilovepopplz Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Student General Artist
If you really want to go then go, but you will miss out allota cool stuffs [link]
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PMMurphy Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
all the best advice is already given. So im just gonna be like this and say.

Life sucks bro. But everyone has to deal with it. Suicide is for losers. Don't be a loser.
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SargKracken Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012
True dat
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:iconfxuker:
Fxuker Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Professional General Artist
*Hugssss* D:
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:iconkristennoelle:
KristenNoelle Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks
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:iconfxuker:
Fxuker Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Professional General Artist
Eh....... Np.
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kyupol Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012
Here's some advice...

Close your eyes... take slow deep focused breaths. And ask the Holy Spirit of God to come to you.

Also... checked out your gallery for 2 seconds and why do I pick up "confused and hurt soul."

And Adam Lambert did not die for you on the cross to take away your sins.

And due to the hostility towards Christianity in this PC world... let me stress that this is not an attempt to force my religion down your throat. But a suggestion you may or may not choose to do. Its just something that worked for me. You have choices.

Cheers and God bless.
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CherylBlanche Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012
I checked the rest of the thread, and saw your reply with more info.
It helps to cry, it's a release, that unless done will be replaced by painful brooding over it.
When you have bad moments in your life, you think that it'll eventually end, and you'll have your good ones again. And you know you tend to have more highs than lows, or the good parts are worth it.
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KristenNoelle Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Ok
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CherylBlanche Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012
So you have friends that would hate to see you go, and you have someone to love, but you want to end your life because you don't see the "point" to it anymore....
Tell the story to one of your friends and ask them to slap you for me. :stare:
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lolita2 Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012
:love:
hang in there things will get better
there is someone who loves you
i bet there are a lot who do
but i know one who really does
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KristenNoelle Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:D
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siegeonthorstadt Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012
well, whatever you try to achieve by suicide wont be helped if you do it. for example are you upset because you made your friends upset? than what do you think killing yourself will do to them?

are you upset because you cant be with the person you love? well how much do you think your chances of being with him will increase if you left this world?

if you "cant take things anymore" than that means you still have much to lose and havent hit the bottom. so at least hang around a little bit more for those thinga that you still have.

you can pm me. we have a small group.

and this is the 5th paragraph (sorry 4 is my unlucky number)
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KristenNoelle Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
okay ill note you
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TortelliniPen Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012
First of all, if there's ever a point where you're seriously about to commit suicide, please call 1-800-273-8255. This is the American Suicide Prevention Hotline, which is staffed by people who are trained in this sort of thing and can probably provide better help than I can.

But please, don't think that having these feelings makes you some kind of freak. You are completely normal, just like the rest of us. If you really feel this way, then the best advice that I can offer is to go and find somebody to talk to. Yes, it'll be awkward, but if you don't get help then these feelings won't go away.

And do remember that there are people who care about you. Even if the number of people who love you is only two, those two people live in a better world simply because you're there for them every single day. Don't think that you're alone in the world by any means.
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KristenNoelle Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
ok thanks
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GGordonS Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thats a lie. There is a point to life.

Feelings aren't facts. You're only 17, ya know. Times are going to be hectic.

So think about your friends and this person you love, be patient, thats the best thing to do.

Don't let thoughts and feelings rule you, you can stand up to that if you choose.

You're a writer, you know how to invent stories. Some can be pretty convincing. Thoughts will invent some really miserable stories if you let them, so why listen to those stories that are stupid and make you feel bad? Make a good story based on the truth that, yea, life is rough, but IT IS WORTH IT, and so are you.
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KristenNoelle Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks :blush:
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GGordonS Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
lol hope its cool, what i said :D
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:iconkristennoelle:
KristenNoelle Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Well yes, you made me blush so obviously its good.
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GGordonS Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:)
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KristenNoelle Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:)
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0rg Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012
buy a kitten and eat it
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:iconfxuker:
Fxuker Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Professional General Artist
Wtf?
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:iconcedarwoods:
CedarWoods Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Well what's got you feeling down?
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KristenNoelle Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Everything really. Its just I've been suffering from depression for a while now, and whenever I get into fights with people or get upset, I bottle up my emotions and then it'll get so bad that I'll take it out on my good friends.

My cousin committed suicide, and one of my best friends committed an accidental suicide (long story) and really, I'm just not up to in anymore.

My aunt blames ME for my cousin's death, even though it was clearly HER fault.

I hate what people say to me all the time. They make fun of me as "jokes" but the jokes really hurt me. I can't take it anymore!
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CedarWoods Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Click this link and watch this video:

[link]
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:iconkristennoelle:
KristenNoelle Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks, I'll watch it when I don't have family around, they don't know how I feel right now.
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CedarWoods Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Okay. When you're done with that, watch this video:

[link]

(if you like it, you can watch the other parts in the related videos column; and fair warning the second song on part 2 has some really dirty images, so if you're offended by blow up dolls, just skip right to part 3).

Remember that you're a wonderful person, who's just going through a tough time right now, but just hold on, and one day you'll be a superstar.

Oh and also check my signature below and click the link next to You are Beautiful.
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