So, turns out I am now taken. Yep. That's right. I have me a boyfriend. Thing is, I don't know if he really loves me. He says he's too young to be able to tell, but I know that I love him. I feel so lonely. I cried twice last night. I blame the videos I was watching on Youtube. Yet, I felt so happy. Happy because I knew those people in those videos were so happy that they had someone to love and that loved them. But I was sad. I have always been lonely. Up until this year, I had not noticed it. But something last night made me break down into tears. So, I guess that's all. And if you are out there reading this right now, Aaron, I hope that you finally realize what I have been going through my whole life.
i've never really been interested in love, i've been attracted to people but i felt no point till later, thats my "philosophy" anyway, not that i'm much help :3
i haven't been dating for long (1 year +few months) but we still havent told eachother that. Sometimes I have the same doubts of you but they quickly fade away. You have to look for actions. The way he looks at you, the way he touched you, stuff like that
Well, I wish I could help, but I'm a unique kind of monster who's been away from relationships for almost five years, and I don't want to spout bullshit.