Unless you are asking for advice this is the wrong place for this. Almost everyone can use some helping hand to boost their career or life, or some extra money, or some form of charity. However, this is not the charity forum, projects would be better.
Unless you are asking for advice on how you can do something to get out of your situation. But not the place to ask for someone the do something for you. It's not that kind of help.
Hi, darkanddefiant. Yes,you're right. I need a finance resource to keep my economy at positive growth, in the condition of a sound living standard. And I wanna be a great artist. But I'm not planning to achieve this goal with struggling to a hard up life in our local company.
I've sent a few notes to 3 project sponsors. It seems I have to richen my portfolio? I see a lot strong competitors anyway... But I think the works I did before are just near middle-level in a high standard and doesn't reach it. But I'm sure I'm away from entry level. I know it's not hard for me to upgrade my skills and senses, but I must do it in a secure life economically.