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Fight with my mother

:iconmondu:
Background: 3 years ago my kidneys failed. I'm on dialysis and need a transplant. However, that's not what I'm going to talk about here (although God knows that's big enough of a problem).

I have trouble sleeping. Sometimes I will stay away for 3 days at a time. If I do fall asleep, its like heaven. I have _repeatedly_ told my mother and sister that if they see me asleep, nothing short of the building on fire should they wake me up. Seriously, waking me up for a random reason will get me screaming my head off.

There's this nurse at the clinic that LOVES to gossip while standing over my bed. I've already told him twice not to do that, because it wakes me up. There's absolutely no reason for him to do that, other than he likes chatting. I told him at east 3 times before, that if he absolutely has to gossip, at least do on the left side of my bed (because I'm deaf on the left ear).

Yesterday his blabbing woke me up. Okay, I was annoyed.

"If you have to gossip, do it on my left side, not my right."

Miraculously, I feel asleep. For 15 minutes. Because 15 minutes later he and 3 other nurses are blabbing to each other, two to my left and two my right. They were essentially having a conversation over me. It wasn't even anything important, just watercooler talk.

"I am about to say a very bad word" I told him.

Nurses leave.

My mother then gets hysterical, complaining how "shameful" my attitude was. Then she spends a day giving me the silent treatment.

Sometimes I want to tear out my hair because of her attitude. The most important thing to her is being popular. You'd think a 65 year old would be over something like that, but no. Everything she does, every decision she makes is in the light of what will make people think highly of her. I didn't even say anything rude. "I'm about to say a very bad word"? Seriously? That's not even half an insult.
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harmony-world Nov 28, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hang in there dude!
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puppy-dangerous Nov 28, 2012  Professional Artisan Crafter
lol that sounds like something my mom would do. And in my case, I just interpret it as her being stupid and petty and mentally tell her to go screw herself.

But anyway, you should try talking or writing her a letter. In this case, you can be pretty clear: 'I repeatedly asked these people to be quiet and they wouldn't.' Reenforce your problems sleeping. You can even go far as to say that you feel hurt that she, of all people, would ALSO choose to disrespect you and what you need. Tell her you need her for support. Whatever, be as truthful as possible.

If this is an ongoing problem, maybe you should talk to someone higher up at the clinic. You can tell them that you repeatedly ask the nurses to be quiet and they refuse. Getting someone higher up to tell them to keep it shut may do the trick.
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Bagam Nov 28, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
What :iconshadee: Said.
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shadee Nov 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I would've explained to her that the behavior of the people who are supposed to be medical professionals was a lot more shameful.
That you've told them several times before that you have trouble even getting a little sleep, so if you finally, do that they should let you have it, yet they've ignored it each time.
Then I'd ask her how reasonable she'd be after not having had a proper night's sleep for as long as you. Not to mention having the stress of being in the hospital and waiting for a transplant on top of that.
It's not like it's just a regular strip of insomnia of an otherwise healthy person. Once you are eligible for that transplant I imagine she'd want you to be as well rested as you can be for it and have your strength up too.

Maybe if you explain the reality of the situation to her in that way, it might sink in better.
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:iconmondu:
Thank you!
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Svataben Nov 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You know, I suggest you write your mother a letter.

Calmly choose your words.
Don't blame too hard, but very clearly explain why it is so important to you, and how bad is it when you don't get your sleep.
Tell her how disrespected you feel, when no-one respects your needs.
How alone you feel, when she doesn't protect you against the unprofessional behaviour of that nurse.

If you have a doctor overseeing your treatment, try to talk to him/her about the nurse's behaviour. Explain why it's a problem for you. Explain that it stresses you.
Ask that your very reasonable need be met.
Do not compromise about being around left/right ear. It is easier to make a complete ban on non-related talk around you. There is no reason, why there should be off-topic chatter, when it bothers you that much. nurses have breaks, they can gossip then.
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:iconmondu:
Thanks! However, telling the medical director (who shares his X-Men comics with me) will probably anger my mother more.

You're right about compromising.
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Svataben Nov 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
If you give your mum a letter, and she really doesn't help you, you have no other choice than to take it up with the medical director.
Maybe he/she can control the nurses and possibly even explain to your mum why you are right.

Best of luck! :hug:
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