But one, learn to talk properly like an intelligent individual so you don't just seem like an immature child, because if you can't even be assed enough to make a coherent paragraph that is clear and concise, then maybe you really shouldn't be dating anyone, let alone someone who's that much of a handful. It also makes it seem like neither of you is old enough to be drinking in the first place, so retard children who shouldn't be drinking, there's your problem.
Second, if you understand that this was a "dick move", then what are you confused about? Someone worth your time isn't going to do that shit to you, so move on and find someone who actually respects you. And no, you can not blame it on the alcohol, because, been there done that, and that's just an excuse to get away with being a horrible person. Which she is, so move on, find someone that you can actually handle.