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Is this normal?

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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
You already know if you are my friend, that, I had a sick and twisted love for seriously grotesque things. I can read gore at ease (and I enjoy it), I have a love for blood and I get desires to hurt myself just so I can see it, and I highly DISLIKE girly things (well, besides for MLP x3)... even ask MMDLover512, she'll tell you that I tried to turn all our ocs insane, which is true, I wanted them to be just plain messed up. And nearly all my favorite characters are insane... and I've noticed its getting more serious than just liking it, too. Its more of "I get excited whenever I see my nose bleeding or a cut in my arm". I hate myself for liking these things, too...
Is this normal? Is it just a phase? Am I okay? How can I stop it?
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ssensory Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2012   Writer
If it's just fascination and not a fetish that's okay. If you won't hurt yourself or others that is okay.
I'd say it's normal kinda, everyone has odd fascinations.

I am fascinated by serial killers, but I don't want to be or meet one.
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lucas420 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
i think having a fascination with gore is not bad, as long as you dont purposely harm your self to see blood. if that happens i suggest getting help; self harm is not okay : (
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AmericanGirlArtist Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Its alright, as long as you don't enjoy seeing blood of your own too often, you'll be alright. No, its not normal, but niether is me having paranormal experiences all my life and no one in my family has themselves. Your just normal in your own "jacked up" ways(or "bucked up" in brony terms)
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DutchConnaisseur Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012
Nothing wrong with having dark desires, as long you practice them safely.
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Solum-Ipsum Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Don't worry, you're just a fucked up psychotic bitch. As long as you don't self harm.

[link]
I wrote an anthem to this site.
Used to be my home for two years.
I started the MLP gore thread on the /fur/ board.
I'm currently writing an MLP horror fic.
They also have a discussion board to tell about their social issues involving their fucked up shit.

Any more questions?
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WhiskyOmega Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Professional General Artist
Whatever floats your boat, is the way I look at it.

Blood, gore, macabre, sadistic and just plain fuked up sht's always been right up my alley, but I've never wanted to hurt myself just to see it.
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LucasDias1 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
Pls Contact to any speciallist Doctor. He examine and tell what problem with him.
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LucasDias1 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
Pls Contact to any speciallist Doctor. He examine and tell what problem with him.
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SpookyInk Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Do you get sexually aroused with this stuff?
Do you wish to inflict harm on others just to see it?
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
No
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SpookyInk Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Then don't worry.
Consider careers that has to deal with blood.
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n-e-m-0 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Like a Blood Spatter Analyst? :P
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SpookyInk Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Exactly.
Be like Dexter. :la:
Just don't kill people.
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Okay ^^
Thanks
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AJGlass Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Professional Artisan Crafter
You should definitely aspire to become a CSI or pathologist.
That way you'll be able to work and do what interests you.

:)
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Oooh that does sound like an interesting and exciting job!
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AJGlass Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Professional Artisan Crafter
Yep, and all the gore and blood and guts and murder you can handle! :lol:
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photosynthetichuman Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
My rule is that if it doesn't directly or indirectly hurt anyone including yourself, go crazy.
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
:nod: Good rule
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I really hope its not a fetish!
And I will try not to hurt anyone
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Well, nothing is wrong with fetishes, but what I meant was that I hope blood isn't one of my fetishes
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Koomm Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
It is not abnormal, just unusual.
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Sirius-910024 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
Where do you think horror movies and death metal and goregrind, etc. come from?

Many, many people (myself included!) feel the same way and enjoy the same things. Just keep it all hypothetical. Enjoy movies, thoughts, etc.... don't act on them. If you ever get to the 'I want to dice something/someone up to SEE IT BLEED' stage -- then get help immediately. Don't dice people up, please. But hypothetically? Just enjoy what you enjoy.

On the self harm -- it depends on your reasons. If it's really only about the blood and stuff, and I feel ya on that, just make sure you do it safely. Self harm is no big deal if you use sterile equipment (no rusty knives; just use stuff that's clean and sterilised right before and right after every use) and are very careful about how much you do and how deep you go and where you cut. Always keep a first aid kit on hand and be ready to seek help if you're not careful enough.

However, if the self harm is with an intent to hurt yourself for emotional reasons, or is due to suicidal thoughts, please seek help.

You like what you like, you are who you are. Enjoy it as long as you're not putting yourself or anyone in danger. :shrug:

NOTE: I am not a medical professional of any sort, obviously.
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Good point :D
thanks so much for the advice! And don't worry, I'm not going to dice anyone up x3
and about the knives, I usually just use regular kitchen steak knives and make a little slit here and there on my shoulder. It doesn't really hurt that much, I just like seeing the blood flow down my arm. Wow, that sounds creepy. But it is getting far more serious, I'm afraid ;-;
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Sirius-910024 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
That is, I would like to state I am not condoning self harm and you're better off talking to a medical professional, but if you're going to do it, please be careful. I just want to make that clear. ^^;
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Sirius-910024 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
I would like to reiterate, for you to keep in mind, I am not a medical professional. None of my advice should be taken seriously. Go talk to a therapist or psychiatrist. I am just some crazy, anonymous person on the internet who you can't trust to have your best interests in mind.

That said, if you are going to self harm, I keep these rules in mind for myself to stay safe: sterilise everything (wound+blade), limit frequency (max 3 times per night; max 10 times per month), limit depth (don't cut deeply).

The thoughts and interests are fine, but self harm can be really dangerous. Please keep that in mind. It's not something to be done lightly.
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I know, I really don't like doing it but its more of an obsessive thing.
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Sirius-910024 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
Yeah, if it's an obsessive thing please seek help. My original post came off a bit differently than I intended, heh. I was just trying to say be safe.

For your own mental health, talk to a therapist to be sure everything is ok, alright?
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I understand
and I will try to talk to one about it
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kaching12 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
...Honestly, I get kind of excited when my nose bleeds or I see I've cut myself too. I can't explain it - especially considering just how much my nose bleeds or how sore it makes my nose afterwards.
I think maybe it's like "Hey, look at my terrible wound that I have survived! Isn't that exciting?!", I don't know.

Getting desires to hurt yourself or others isn't really a good thing, though. I don't really have any helpful advice for that other than what someone already said about seeing a therapist or whatever.
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Fuyuko7 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I like your Jaken avatar :D
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kaching12 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012
Aw, thanks!
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I understand what you mean completely
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Scaretted Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Not really. I think a lot of people (including me) have that kind of fascination, but it sn't normal or healthy to feel to the point of damaging yourself.
It isn't normal (as much as it seems) to damage yourself, (self experience) it turns into an obsession and then you will regret it.
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Oh I see
glad to see someone shares the fascination
And I will try to stop the hurting... but its hard *.*
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Scaretted Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
no one said it would be easy.
Stop the hurting, if it's too strong draw on your arm or something like that, it will eventually stop or try and do something productive.
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the advice *v*
I will try my very best to follow it
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Scaretted Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome and be strong ^^
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OcarinaOfChaos56 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thank you so much :hug:
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siantjudas Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012   Digital Artist
It's who you are. It doesn't make you special though. Just accept it and move on.
My weakness is a girl that will bake me brownies and then stab me in the kitchen before licking it up and then bandaging me up.
And the person I'm in love with has a thing for zombies and blood.

No judgements, but also, don't think it makes you special.
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nokari Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Professional Interface Designer
I'm so glad my girlfriend doesn't have any weird fetishes. But my last girlfriend... :slow:
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siantjudas Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012   Digital Artist
Ohhh, let's here them fetishes. :D
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nokari Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Professional Interface Designer
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siantjudas Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012   Digital Artist
Nice, I hope you hyponotoaded that bitch good.
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LegendarySuperman Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Do tell :excited:
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nokari Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Professional Interface Designer
She was into hypnotism and submission.
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LegendarySuperman Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wait, did she like to be hypnotized, or did she do the hypnotizing? :O Same goes for the submission :evileye:
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