Its alright, as long as you don't enjoy seeing blood of your own too often, you'll be alright. No, its not normal, but niether is me having paranormal experiences all my life and no one in my family has themselves. Your just normal in your own "jacked up" ways(or "bucked up" in brony terms)
Don't worry, you're just a fucked up psychotic bitch. As long as you don't self harm.
[link] I wrote an anthem to this site. Used to be my home for two years. I started the MLP gore thread on the /fur/ board. I'm currently writing an MLP horror fic. They also have a discussion board to tell about their social issues involving their fucked up shit.