I just took long walks on the beach and look at the sun(or moon if it was night)put my hand my chest and sung some japanese as if I was in a show and it was ending.
My father left home when I was 9. I was not sad, more like mad at him. My boyfriends always are the ones to break up with me after I stop being useful. Heh, I go hands by hands with abandonment. :lol
Not the good way I think so. Sounds horribly cliche, but I kind of gave up. I wasn't build to be loved, I consider myself like... a sort of ugly mannequin. I always dress up pretty and take care of myself, but I don't really want to get attached to anybody nor anyone to get attached to me. I've had disorders and things I'd rather not talk about because it's not my style.
lol, I don't do it on purpouse, but people tell me I look like I think I'm sooo high and mighty and have a bitchy attitude. I don't try to look like a spoiled brat but that's how people see me.