"But what really caught me was her personality". Surely her personality could NOT have drawn that much attention if you're not even considering what SHE wants? A thirteen year old girl is not thinking about marraige, or sex, which seems to be much higher on your agenda. She's thinking about her future, her career, what she wants to do with it, not throwing her life away on some older guy who could get her pregnant and then most likely fuck off. Heck, she's probably just thinking about when her next assignment for school is due. Although what you want may be fantastical to her too, IT IS MERELY FANTASY. That is, young girls tend to have ideas about sex, what they think it would be like WHEN THEY ARE OLDER, but in the now, they're fucking terrified of it. It's even possible this KID doesn't even know what sex is or means, however unlikely that may seem, but it does happen.
Stay the fuck away from her, for both of your sakes. No matter what you may think you're doing for her, or whatever good intentions you may be pretending to have, you will NOT help her in any way. If she's thinking about boys at all, that's what they will be, BOYS, he rown age. You need to be doing the same, before someone actually does let the police on to you, sicko
When you say the guys sound like competition and you noticed her body first, it just sounds like you're not in love and that you're just seeing her as a fun challenge to get in bed with, if you loved her you wouldn't be planning to get in bed with her. A lot of pedoes try to convince themselves that its love, and that if they're in a relationship its okay to do but its not.
Your 19, she's 13. Afraid the "bad guys" will try everything to get her into bed? Then report it to the police or something. Don't use it as an excuse to be a hero and get down with her cause that's sick AND low. Come on, don't tell me you actually BELIEVE your gonna wait till she's 16-17? Better think this over dude.
You're talking about this poor little girl like she's a piece of meat. You prick and a fucking half. This thread has got to be a joke. 'I will do her, but only if things lead that way...'... are you on drugs?
She's most likely completely oblivious to the fact that she's caught your eye. She's a child. I don't give a shit what psychological disorder you think you have - there is absolutely no excuse for wanting to take advantage of someone so much younger than you. She might be 'bright' for her age, but she's still going to lack the relative maturity necessary to cope with a relationship, much less a relationship with someone seven years older than her. She cannot objectively make a decision as to how far she's willing to go sexually, because with youth comes naivety - I see a perfect example when I read your post.
In any case, you want a marriage. Not going to happen with a 12-year-old. Her parents will freak. The police will be up your ass with a microscope. GET HELP.
She may be bright for her age, but she's NOOOOO where near mentally mature enough for a serious relationship (which is what you want).
You need to wait until she's older, at the very least. You can be friends, then maybe she will grow to love you. However, remember, she's still young, she may not want you, and she still has a ton of life left. There's no need for her to settle down at 14 or 15.