Ok, so she hasn't said bye for good yet. But it sounds like that's what's going to happen. She's been off and on about it for the past couple of weeks or so, and she brought up a lot of stuff that I had no idea was bothering her. We're just taking a month off and then seeing what, but it sucks that it means that we skip our first anniversary (bad omen right?). I just wanna reach out to her or completely shut off; this relationship limbo is torture. I want her to choose me, but I feel that she probably wont. I know that whatever she chooses, it'll be for the best in the end, but it still hurts so much that I'm not even going to try and make a cheesy metaphor for it.

Advice, support, and hugs?

She's just so amazing. I guess... c'est la vie.

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Be yourself and you'll be more beautiful than any surgery can make you or any pageant can prove. -Me
For every beauty, there is an eye to see it. -Ivan Panin