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Too many complaints!

:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Fuck, so I noticed some interesting stuff going on.

Monday when I was driving in my car on the freeway. I was in the driver's seat and suddenly everything just sort of exuded a presence that made it feel bigger than what it should be, and it felt like my hands were reversed. I was perturbed.

Tuesday I was stepping out of an elevator in LA when I noticed that absolutely nothing was moving or making any sound for just a split second. I was again perturbed.

Wednesday I was sitting and reading when I just felt something next to me. I look over and the wall is there, only for a moment it wasn't my wall. It was a wall, but it appeared different. Like a living wall.

Today (yesterday rather) I am outside smoking with some friends and I just so happen to glance at some trash cans. Same shit with the wall.

Now, parts of my computer screen are coming in and out of normal existence, just at the edge of my peripheral vision...

Folks, I'm going to draw the line here and say, "Fuck this bullshit." I don't want to think that I might be losing my mind. And the fact that I'm aware isn't helpful, because what if I'm saying that to justify actually losing my mind? Also, fuck Sartre and his novel Nausea he made me really aware of this shit (I've been going through this occasionally since I was a freshman in college).

tl;dr: Existence different than appears maybe or not. Might be crazy. Mad about it all.

Sorry for the large amount of complaints made by me.
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:iconjessaflux:
JessaFlux Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2013   Photographer
Smoking with friends? Perhaps you need a better quality of weed and stop smoking dandelions.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
No, cigarettes. Weed is for faggots who are too afraid to do the big boy stuff.
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:iconxternal7:
xTernal7 Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It appears that The Matrix is glitching on you.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
No Matrix.
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:iconxternal7:
xTernal7 Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yup, it's The Matrix. The sooner you admit that to yourself, the better you'll be.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
That was a terrible series.
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:iconxternal7:
xTernal7 Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No, it wasn't.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Yes it was.
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:iconxternal7:
xTernal7 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No, it wasn't.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Yes. It was.
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:iconzodiacgal:
zodiacgal Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Maybe you should see a doctor.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
I'll be fine probably.
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:iconzodiacgal:
zodiacgal Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I sure hope so. :iconsupertighthugplz:
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Oh shit.
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:iconzodiacgal:
zodiacgal Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
What? D:
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Nothing.
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:icondivine--apathia:
divine--apathia Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
A lot of it actually sounds like a migraine. I get serious visual and perception problems when I have migraines. Usually migraines come with pain, but it's not impossible to have one without pain.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
I get migraines on the regular.
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:icondivine--apathia:
divine--apathia Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
There are different types, and you can experience multiple types.

It sounds a Acephalgic 'Alice in Wonderland' migraine.

Read this.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Huh.
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:icontheleaveshaveeyes:
theleaveshaveeyes Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Photographer
It's a brain tumor! :dummy:
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Probably.
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:iconsomnusvorus:
Somnusvorus Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013   Digital Artist
I think you might be gaining super powers. :paranoid:
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
I don't think that is what it is.
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:iconsomnusvorus:
Somnusvorus Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013   Digital Artist
I was only joking, but I get that way sometimes myself. It's just nerves maybe?
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
No, my nerves aren't shot.
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:iconsomnusvorus:
Somnusvorus Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2013   Digital Artist
I see. Just one of those days I guess. :shrug:
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Indeed.
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:icondarkanddefiant:
darkanddefiant Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013
that sounds like some serious shit. :o
what were you smoking?
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Cigarettes.
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:iconthegman0:
theGman0 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Hobbyist
Liar.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
I love me some cigarettes.
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:iconthegman0:
theGman0 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Hobbyist
:iconohyouplz:
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
I smoke them always.
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:iconthegman0:
theGman0 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Hobbyist
Since ever?
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Ever and forever.
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:iconsabhira:
Sabhira Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
You should see a doctor. Whatever bugging you sounds absolutely terrifying.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
It's certainly odd to say the least.
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:iconsapphire-ashesx:
Sapphire-Ashesx Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013
You're being stalked, accept your death gracefully.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
I'm being storked, accept my meth gracefully.
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:iconsirshizuka1016:
SirShizuka1016 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Go home ludwig, you're drunk. No seriously catch rest and I guess reality might return. "MIGHT" <--Means about 60% chance of possibility.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
I did sleep, and now I'm sitting in the dark because I don't want to turn the lights on and possibly have this shit happen again.
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:iconsadistskunk:
SadistSkunk Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Have you slept in the last couple of days?
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
I slept today.
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:iconsadistskunk:
SadistSkunk Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Okay, that's good. Sounded like you hadn't for a couple of days.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
I don't sleep but once a week generally.
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:iconsadistskunk:
SadistSkunk Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Well there's your problem then..
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
I disagree.
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:iconsadistskunk:
SadistSkunk Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
I don't think you're in a position to disagree. You're clearly insane.
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:iconludwigvankickass2:
LudwigvanKickass2 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
I disagree.
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