I got bored and started to let my mind wander, and discovered some shit about myself. Some of it, I'm happy about, but there's one that bothers me immensely. Some good shit: I'm not into necrophilia, I'm just really into guro(not much better, but its a lesser of two evils situation), and apparently I am very cuddly and affectionate. I just don't like to show it. :U
The thing that bothers me: I had a sexy fantasy about a clown. A goddamned clown. I couldn't just dismiss it as a random dream and go back to bed, oh no, I had to head to the internet to convince myself I didn't have a clown fetish. I did the complete opposite. But I also have a fear of clowns, so I'm disgusted, but curious.
I've never been more disappointed in myself than I am now.
The thing that bothers me: I had a sexy fantasy about a clown. A goddamned clown. I couldn't just dismiss it as a random dream and go back to bed, oh no, I had to head to the internet to convince myself I didn't have a clown fetish. I did the complete opposite. But I also have a fear of clowns, so I'm disgusted, but curious.
I've never been more disappointed in myself than I am now.