Ok... so my best friend who like doesnt trust anyone except me was taking painkillers and cutting herself. So i like tryed to help her... didnt know wat to do, and then I just told another friend who really cares about her. Yesterday she said she cared about me... even though she wouldnt admit it before, cuz she said she didnt need friends or want any because they would betray her. I felt like everything was going to be alright, but then my other friend called and she said that we have to tell the counciler. Then I was like no can we wait for later, she seriously didnt want to wait. So i said fine. So then she told the counciler and then she has to go through alot. Today her dad got a job transfer and she was moving (which she wanted from the very begining, because this school is terrible), and everything was alright... well... except the fact that the therapist that visited her today thinks that she might be drinking, it was her mom abusing her (which is not true), she has mental issues, and also the fact that she might have to go to private school or be homeschooled.

Damn it I fucking hate myself!