how often do you read? knowing what words look like in sentences helps you know how to write them. that seems really obvious, but if you are creating a "jumble of words", i feel compelled to tell you to read more before you start writing. it will save you a lot of time and aggravation.
in the mean time, write your ideas down and save them for when you have a better grasp of knowing what you're doing.
i read everything i can get my hands on.. online and in print... i just write on and on.. thinking it sounds good but when i go back and read it.. it just doesnt flow.. i guess i just need to write more.. thank you for your advice and suggestion, i will try to do both.. more reading and just writing the ideas down..